Random Poems I Wrote


Happiness is one thing she fakes
She cries, she shivers, she shakes
Try as she might
She cant win the fight
All alone her fragile heart breaks

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I want to tell you I love you
But every time I get the chance
I lose my voice
Every time I want to touch you
My hands find my pockets
Why is it that I am doomed to be
To be alone
All I want is to be with you
I don’t even know if you care
If you love
If you even like
Me
But your so shy
And if you even did
You wouldn’t admit
About loving me
Caring for me
Unless I make the first move
You’ll always be just another
Bed time dream

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Even as I try to rest now,
My mind will not settle,
And my eyes will not close.
Thousands of thoughts fill my head,
Thousands of thoughts of you.
I am anxious for the new day,
For it is another chance to speak to you,
Another chance to know more about you,
Another chance to hear your voice.
Your words linger throughout my mind.
I could not erase, even if I wanted to.
Could you love me?
I would die to speak to you, to see you again.
Even though it is a few hours until we will talk,
How can I help this excitement?
How may I ease my joy in the simple notion
That I shall speak to you soon?
Sleep is no longer a possibility,
For my mind is forever filled,
Filled forever with thousands of thoughts of you.

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Shattered glass upon the floor
A mirror that reflects no more
A wilted rose that lies near by
Its beauty you can no longer dignify
A tattered poem rustles about
The one written when in doubt
A picture hung above them all
Of the princess who had left in Fall
Just a lonely girl left in pain
With no sun to stop the rain
She lies in these pieces and constantly cries
Her life had been shattered before her eyes
Her fragile soul is scarred eternally
The pain and hurt grows continuously
Memories of the past fill her mind
Wondering how life could be so unkind
She takes the picture and holds it tight
Then the glass reflected a light
There beyond the picture was a lonely girl, she could see
I bowed down my head, wondering why it had to be me

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There’s so many thoughts
That words can't express
That burn in your stomach
But you just can't confess

When you spend time alone
Then you start to think of it all
The hurt and frustration
Makes a tear start to fall

Why do we hold it all in side
Everything put to the back of your mind
Like questions without answers
That your dieing to find

And somehow you know
That even if you try
The answer you get
Might make you do nothing but cry

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When I look at you
You mimic me
When I smile
You smile
When I cry
You cry
When I laugh
You laugh.
You are not the you
I used to know
You are different from the you
I grew to know
I'm trying to figure you out
For you will be with me until I die
As I turn to walk away
You walk away
I quickly turn my head to see you
And you are looking back at me
I may never figure you out
The you in my mirror

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Every time I think of you
I think of the times we could have had
As I sit here thinking we could be
I really know we could never
And as these lies go through my head
My heart feels like its dead with sorrow
Knowing that even if I wanted us to be
You and I are just a dream, a fantasy

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The sun shined bright,
There was no rain.
When you were here,
I felt no pain.
Now the sky is dark.
There is a storm.
And you're not here,
To keep me warm.
I wish this pain would go away.
Everyday, I pray and pray;
To see your face,
With such loving grace
Would bring me joy
In this dark place

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Mirror mirror on the wall
Watch me break
Watch me fall
Watch me shatter on the floor
Who I was will be no more

Mirror mirror on the wall
I’m tarring at the seams
It hurts so much I’m crawling
I’m begging on my knees

Mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me I’m alright
All my life all I have done is fall
And cry to myself at night

Mirror mirror on the wall
You’re the only one that cares
You never ever judge me
And you’re always hanging there

Mirror mirror on the wall
I wonder what you would do
I wonder who you would comfort next
If my life ended so soon

Mirror mirror on the wall
Watch me break
Watch me fall
Watch me shatter on the floor
Who I was will be no more

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When darkness fades to light
Everything will be all right
My demons will be at rest
With my head left to lay upon your chest
The touch of your skin sets me on fire
And has my heart burning with desire
You kiss is like nothing I’ve ever tasted
And each touch is never time wasted
You’re like my drug to numb the pain
The only thing that keeps me sane
I needed you at the beginning and I need you now
To live without you, I don’t know how
You’re the air I breathe that keeps me alive every day
And my protector to keep my demons at bay
You are all that I am, all that is me
I need you more than anything, cant you see
I love you

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Your mind won’t stop
Oh can’t you see
He isn’t what you want him to be

He isn’t going to change
No not one bit
He is still going to treat you just like shit

Might be nice for now
Might be nice then
But no not when he’s got a frien

And this guy here that I see
Seems to like you for you
Treats you better then other guys do

You won’t give up because he is so nice
When you’re alone
But when you’re away from home

He’s a douche bag for sure
And you put up with it
Stop being a git

Just toss him already
Just kick him away
You can find someone again another day

Maybe not tomorrow
Maybe not today
Maybe not now but you don’t need one today

But just remember one thing
He isn’t going to change
Nothing he is doing will he rearrange

Not for you
Can’t you see
How pointless it is with him to be

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Your constantly on my mind
A time without you there is hard to find
I think about beginning to start
And how the whole time you slowly stole my heart

How I feel cant be said in any way
But you’re the greatest thing in my day
Smiles is all I have been since I started with you
And the words I write are nothing but true

If I could give you it all
Stop you every time before you fall
If I could hand the world to you
That’s the one thing I would definitely do

Happiness was one thing I thought knew
But now I realize that’s not true
I feel it when your around
And I know true happiness I have found

You deserve the best I can give
And I’ll try to do that for you as long as I live
We might not have had a long time to shine
But i’m so happy I can call you mine

You wanted a happy poem
So here you go
Some things I wanted to say
Now you know

I love you so much
You have no clue
All the smiles and laughs
I owe them all to you

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Don’t you see
The twinkle in my eye
The way that I smile
The way that I look at you

And don’t you hear
The laugh in my voice
The way I say your name
The happiness in my laugh

And don’t you notice
I could be so sad
And then when I see you
The twinkle is back
The happiness is in my laugh again

I think it’s obvious
So does every one else
That I love you
And I’m glad you love me to

Cause honestly
I don’t know what I would do without you
And your all I ever needed
And all I’ll ever want
We could be miles apart
And you’d still hold my heart

Cause you’re the air I breath
The land I walk on
And everything in this world
That makes me, Is you
And your all I’ll ever need

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** Cant think of more to finish this last one **

When I was so young, just only turned fourteen,
I found the kindest man the world had ever seen.
He always wanted to help others, to show them that he cared.
To help everyone find happiness even after there hearts where tarred.

He gave up his happiness, just to see a person smile
Cause deep down he knew it was all worth the while.
So many people did not know why the man was so kind.
And some wondered if he was in his right mind.

No one knows why seeing others so happy made him grin.
Or why babies loved to pull the whiskers on his chin.
Was it the feeling of happiness he wanted to share?
For the world to be at peace, to not have a care?